by Christine Joy Juntilla
(Marilao, Bulacan, Philippines)
My beautiful Queen
Queenie "Bem"
Dec. 16, 2003- Nov. 15, 2009
Queen, I miss you, you know?
I just don't know how to say it, how to express it.
You did not know how much I wanted to feel your pain for me to understand what you had undergone. I'm so much in pain from losing you, but we know you were aching more because of your illness.
You are now with God. I want to thank you for coloring our home with so much life!
I did not just lose a dog, for I did not treat you as one, but as my baby instead.
Please visit me in my dreams. Be safe with your trip to heaven, He's waiting for you..
I can not afford to have a dog again if it is not you. I will forever miss you, love you, and think of you! I won't forget those years you have shared with us, they were so delightful memories!
Queen, forgive me for not allowing myself to let go of you. Because you know I won't.
I don't know how to feel anymore, coming home without you "welcoming" me.
It seems like years that you have been gone.
The sweet days, the typhoon you had survived, until the day you said "good bye".
Thank you!
Miss you soooo!
Love you!
Mwaaaah!!
Queenieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Love you Bem, mwah!
"Dog is the only thing in this world who loves more than she loves herself". -Christine Joy
(11.15.09)