by SJM
(Australia)
My Angel Toto
There will never be another Toto. It breaks my heart you are gone, you left me when I was early pregnant. At times I wonder if your spirit is now inside me in my baby's body. It is possible and the thought of that for me to love you one more time, to cherish you with all of my heart, to give you an even better life than before, oh I wish this were true. Maybe it will be.
I hope to God I do get to love and hold you again. I often wonder where you are, and do you miss me too? Did you feel loved by me. Were you happy with the life you had? I would love to know how you are now and are you peaceful and happy.
I'm sure you will always have goodness in your life and will be protected, as you were and are such a pure loving angelic soul. God bless you, my darling precious angel. I miss you more than I've ever missed anyone or any animal.
I love and adore you till eternity forever. Wherever you are, I am loving you.
Love mummy xxoo