by Denise
(Fillmore NY)
It's been 75 days since you left us and I still cry every day, missing your sweet beautiful face and your love. I made a beautiful garden for you and thought it would ease my pain. It did while I was building it, only because I was still doing something for you!!
Now it is complete and I am having an even harder time letting you go. I just do not know how to live without you in my life. You owned my heart and soul, and I yours.
I am so sorry for the mistakes I made because I did not understand what was going on. I will never forgive myself for not being there with you when you left.
The vet gave me hope, when they should have been straightforward and told me it was time to let you go. I could have been there to say goodbye.
I miss you more then life itself, my baby girl. I hope that I will see you again and forever. You still own my heart, sweetie pie.