by Rohini Singh
(Mathura, Uttar Pradesh, India)
Last year on 16th Dec. 2011, I lost you, lullu. I never ever thought that so early you would leave me. No doubt that yo You were the most beautiful, gorgeous lady in my life. I had never seen, and still I have not seen such a beautiful person as you.
You were born 25th March 2007 in my house. You made my life so beautiful by yoyour beautiful activities, especially when my life was so sad after departyoure of my mom.
I also remember my handsome, caring cutest baby boy Sherry. You were the youngest baby of all your siblings. You also made my life so beautiful and colorful. You were so loving, caring and protective. We felt so secure with you. You both never lived without us and you could never live without each other. So, you departed just a month later, on 23rd Jan. 2012.
I can never forget, Sherry, your sick days. During that whole month, I could not sleep during the night. You were sleeping on my lap. It's so difficult to live this life without you both. It is just like a punishment.
Above all, we all are missing you both, including papa, Rain DI, Bhaiya and Vinni. You both don't know papa is missing you both very badly. The whole day he remembers you both and cries.
And very soon one year will be completed without you, but in each day we all remember you both. From morning to sleeping time, when I come back after watching TV each day, I remember you both. Our lives are very disturbed without you both. I don't know why God has given me this unbearable pain.
I know that nobody will take your place in our hearts. As you know, Rain Di and I had lots of dreams for you both. I always thought of you as my children. I know you both also understood me and my feelings too.
For one year I have not seen your beautiful faces and my eyes are searching for you both. At present, I remember last year when you were both with me.
As the time is passing and that baddest day is coming wen I lost you, Lullu, I don't know what I will do on that day. Lullu, you were always sleeping with me. After that, I could not sleep on that bed still now. Lullu, you too loved Sherry too much, and after one month, you took him also. I can only say that if you cannot come to me, then call me also.
I must say that I am only waiting for that happiest moment of my life when I will come to you across the rainbow bridge, where you both will be waiting for me. We will definitely meet again and will remain there without any pain of departure/separation. And we will always live together.
From your loving
Sweet Rain Di, Papa, Bhaiya, Vinni and Jury
Rohini Singh - 13 Nov. 2012